You Say You're Not In Love With Her Pt. 2

 

 

You say you're not in love with her, but whenever she's not around you find yourself searching for her in the faces of everyone around you. 

You say you're not in love with her, but you call her every night just because you can't fall asleep without hearing her voice. 

You say you're not in love with even swearing it on every sacred and dearest thing to you, but your heart breaks a little every time you see her cry. 

You tell me you're not in love with her, that she's not the reason you check your phone every time you get a notification. 

You say you're not in love with her, but whenever you see her the first thing you do is wrap her into a hug and you always pull her back in for a minute longer, when she's the first to pull away. 

You look at her as though she's your entire universe, as though she's the entire reason you exist. 

You crave her touch, the way her hand feels intertwined with yours and the warmth that spreads through your entire body after she kisses you. 

You say you're not in love with her, but you find yourself searching for her whenever you smell lavender and lilac. 

You tell me you're not in love with her yet your eyes are always drawn to her and you light up whenever you catch her looking back at you. 

You know exactly how she likes her coffee and the stories behind every single one of her scars. 

 

You love her, it's so simple and yet so complex all at the same time. 

She is everything you never believed you would find and yet her she is standing right in front of you, eyes sparkling with mischief and a smile more beautiful than the stars glistening in the sky on a clear night. 

You tell me you're not in love with her, but darling you are only lying to yourself. 

You've fallen for her; it's the most exhilarating and terrifying feeling you've ever experienced because it is woman like her who make you want to clean up all your bad habits and change your life. 

You say you're not in love with her, but sweetness you fell for her the first time you heard her laugh and it has been reverberating inside your chest ever since that first night. 

You love her and what you don't even realize, what you're so blind to see is this. 

She loves you too.